an innate feeling
 a bodily sensation,
a reoccurring thought 
that somewhere underneath layers of life’s suffering and lost memories you were always there 

waiting to bloom, to be you, to be better.

split seconds of awareness in younger self

 all the signs were there

you were not listening
but you were there

many years has past
you have finally arrived
to yourself

– milena a. guziak,  fluctuations of life IV